Comfused!!!!

My Mother Is Right, My mother told me the truth. she said that do something which make me hurt cause if i always meet the problem which make me hurt, i cant be sad again, i cant be shock. 2 days ago, when i celebration the silent day ( NYEPI ), my mother given an advice 4 me that i must PUASA 4 a full day. but i dont care, i dont listen up her. i just think that i can accompany my friends to do which make us was happy. my mother also said to me that if i can push down the enemy in my self 4 full a day in NYEPI, i can control my self when i had a trouble. but now, i am so regreted. i regret that i dont hear and i dont do what my mother said. i had trouble now. i cant control my self. i cant,,, so i learn the something from this one.